when people expect like 0% from you, or humiliate you, brush it off. i'm so lucky i have friends who are awesome! sometimes, yeah, i guess you feel alone and stranded, but when it comes to light, you know that you just have to keep going strong. it's all the more reason for someone to keep going at it and to have faith.

there's no way i belong in that place. and i know it. that's enough.

you know, sometimes we show our naked ass to the world, or our tits fall out of our shirts, but we get back up again. sometimes we shave our heads, sometimes we fall through pitholes (literally), sometimes people play FAKE DRUMS IN THE AIR, sometimes we have no idea what poa is about, sometimes our poa teachers show 0 interest in being nice, and yada yada...but we keep strong. there's no reason why i should curl into a ball and say "you're right!". no reason.

i know where i'm headed and what i want to do. so what if it's not the conventional type? it's a path i feel most comfortable in. i really couldn't care less about opinions right now. and as zihan ruslan says, opinions are like assholes, everyone has one.