It's so frustrating because you fail to see the genuineness in me. I enjoy being your friend, but I'm so disappointed that you won't and never will say the same. When I hang out with you, it's because I want to, not because I'm making use of you and I have no other friends. For one, I really don't mind being alone if there's no one I know around. Of course I'd prefer company, but if I'm really and truly in the middle of a sea of strangers, I'd be alone, and I have no problem with that. So just because I speak to you sometimes and sometimes I'm speaking to others, it so doesn't mean I'm making use of you. I mean, is there some sort of written rule somewhere that says I have to be conjoined to one person 24/7? I think this has everything to do with your immaturity. Why can't people just...understand that I speak to you because I WANT to speak to you and because I'm genuinely interested in hearing what you have to say? Why do I always have to have some 'ulterior motive' for talking to someone?

Everybody's excuse for disliking someone is this : "She made use of me, lah." GOD get over yourself already. What's there to make use of? I've learned never to say the same, because I do honestly feel that I have great friends around me who don't make use of me. And in the future if I do fall out with someone, that's never going to be my excuse. Because as far as I'm concerned, if someone doesn't do these things:

1) Excessively use your credit card
2) Stay at your house all day
3) Eat all the food in your house
4)Take stuff from your house without asking
5)Hang out with you just to get to your bf/gf
6)Hang out with you just to get to your siblings (ew)

THEN he/she isn't making use of you. Well, this is my theory, so it goes for me.