Friday, June 27, 2008
" rarething ; 4:19 PM "
it's a rare thing to find someone so completely absorbed with you and your feelings. to actually feel the notion of someone calling you up to ask you if you're okay.
so if you have such a blessing, such a blessing of bliss, why abuse it? he totally cares for you, and no doubt, this is the first relationship for both of you, it's a secondary school relationship, but why abuse it? why tell everyone that he's not worth your time?
it makes me feel odd. there are a lot of things people are blessed with. food, shelter, a family, peace. and then there's that first love. why shouldn't it be a blessing? even if it screws up, or even if he ends up being a jerk, it was something wasn't it?
it makes me so sad. when i look at some of my friends who actually have this beautiful thing and find the heart to throw it away just to save their popularity, it just tugs at me. i wonder why such people have that privilege sometimes.