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Tuesday, June 03, 2008
" i have a friend ; 1:31 PM "

i have a friend
who doesn't give a damn
i have a friend
who walked when i ran
i have a friend
who never cares
i have a friend
who gives me blank stares
i have a friend
who dismisses my feelings
i have a friend
who finds some joy in stealing
i have a friend
with such a fake smile
i have a friend

wait...do i have that friend?

i really wonder.

sometimes i wonder if you're just my friend because you think you have to be, not because you want to be. do you know how it feels? to just talk and talk and talk and tell you stuff but you hardly ever say anything back. i feel like i'm talking to myself half the time.

you can never tell how much you mean to a person, sometimes you wonder if you mean anything at all.

friendships are so pretentious sometimes.

"i'll just need friends when i'm in school and after i leave, i won't need them."
remember that?

so fucking pretentious.



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