time really does fly, but i really can't wait for my birthday this year. 15 seems like such a chaotic yet serene number.

anyway, school today was boring - but then i got around to looking at the 2006 yearbook thing and i got a bit nostalgic. i remember just how much i used to hate Opera Estate, but now, i'm not as bitter about it. (didn't say i'm not bitter at ALL, because i still am.) maybe i won't hate bedok green as much when i get out either? or maybe i will. who knows, whatever *shrugs*. i doubt i'll bother much. i'm looking forward much more, than i'm looking backward.

so yeah, i need a pitchfork for poa, because i have no idea what in the world is going on in that class. and my only form of salvation is my tutor, so thank claude. so during poa, i'm pretty much trying to make sense of the teacher's shorts, or trying to understand everything else.

i read stephanie's blog, it made so much sense when she wrote about how that was confusing her. i think you know what i'm talking about, right? i totally relate. i mean, we're sort of in this boat together, but then it's okay. you're not alone, i'm just as confused with the same thing. sucks, i know.

gosh. if things were as easy to figure out as they were to get upset over, i'd be one happy camper.

and i'm getting effing SHORT. i don't know, it's my scoliosis. i have such bad posture. i'm scared i'll end up hunched-back. im not kidding :'( what if i just shrink. holy shit, i need calcium.