i'm feeling considerably better now.
after bawling a certain amount, yup, i do.
it's the best relief there is.

now i must try and be a good student *yuck.
i must try and actually ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING , yo?
i must actually make an attempt at paying attention.

GOSH i much rather be a naked gnome running around madison square!
but it's okay, if i don't want to be working in ang mo kio, i better pay attention.
and no matter how much i feel that some teachers are painfully ANNOYING -
no matter how much i want to stab them with my 4B pencils, i shall persevere.

coughs. you know, it's not as easy as you think.
i feel really tired half the time, god knows due to what!
i think i have no .. er.. energy cells? if that's what you call it.
i don't have that extra adrenaline , like i'm stagnant that way.

eee. i'm bored to the SHIZ.

STAB ME WITH SCHOOL EQUIPMENT.

if i wasn't so mentally weirded out right now, i'd actually be sane.