Friday, October 05, 2007
" i know ; 6:53 PM "
tuition was a damn disaster. i felt like a loser throughout. everytime i got something wrong, i'd be told that i was doing something i should already know. okay, i get it. the thing is, i don't already know, do i ?
people tell you to be who you are and then they go and cut you down. people aren't all the same, that's the point of being who you are, isn't it ? so if i'm not good at something in particular, that makes me fucking unworthy? i don't want to be made to feel like a prat, just because you feel like putting someone down. so i'm not good at math. OKAY. i'm working my butt off, i'm trying my best. and if that isn't enough, i'll walk off with toilet paper stuck under my shoe with NO dignity whatsoever, but it's okay. i said i tried.
and i don't care about what compromises a 'loser' and a 'winner'. my word goes, at least for this one.
people tell you to be who you are and then they go and cut you down. people aren't all the same, that's the point of being who you are, isn't it ? so if i'm not good at something in particular, that makes me fucking unworthy? i don't want to be made to feel like a prat, just because you feel like putting someone down. so i'm not good at math. OKAY. i'm working my butt off, i'm trying my best. and if that isn't enough, i'll walk off with toilet paper stuck under my shoe with NO dignity whatsoever, but it's okay. i said i tried.
and i don't care about what compromises a 'loser' and a 'winner'. my word goes, at least for this one.