i like analogies. they're meant to explain. oh, poof, people have plenty of analogies on life. i just hardly ever listen.

i've been blog-hopping lately, reading so many different blogs, about 99% of them being total strangers. it's interesting, how writing can define you - not by your means, just by some random person about 10 miles south of you, or far away in another continent. it's all so fascinating. and i've discovered, the things they seem to complain about, work/social life/hobbies/dog poop, etc, etc, has set me into a frenzy of speculating on my life. i'm only fourteen, for pete's sake. i think i over-analyze too much. it's just how i am , when i'm in spin-moods.

the thing about blogging is, whether or not you are anonymous, it sets of who you are on the world wide web. you can be something different. but personally, i don't like that. why differ who you are in real life from who you are on the internet? alter-egos, they say. lack of verity, i say.

and now, i finally can say. finally, something struck me about intellectual achievements. i can't believe i've been almost blind about it, but i don't regret where i am in this category. it's just something in life, intellect doesn't need to based on school. i'll just let it be based on what i want to learn.

at the end of the day. it's all chemical scum anyways.