you know, just by reading blogs (and i'm quite subjective to the fact that the posts are emotional) you can tell a person's gradual growth . i.e, the growth of the persons happiness or their sadness, or any aspect of their life . whether it's maturity, or whatever. yeah, so even though blogs may not be as personal as a personal diary whatsoever, it still shows the gradual growth of someone . and it's quite fascinating, actually . and IF the person isn't lying or anything, you feel the possibility of life turning around for the good.

i always seem to have these bad days. illusion or not on my part, still, i always feel i've got something to mope about at the end of the day. isnt a good sign. and i've got proof, all my past posts were about NOT having a good day . im not intentionally being morbid or whatever, just that on my part, i dont try, i admit, to look on the brighter side of things .