it's been such a rush i dont even know the day, date or time.

my tuition teacher, i think wanted to whoop me over the head for blanking out. i mean it, when i started revising - i blanked. i know, i felt so unbelieveably dumb. but GAH, whatever, i went over it again and again until my brain bled and i feel ok now. just wish that exams were merciful . thinking about it, we all go on and on and on about how we shouldn't judge by anything. but at the end of the day, school's a judgemental place, isn't it? the teachers judge. the students judge. everyone judges based on their personal criterias. don't deny it, hah, it's true.

im so glad that the family's supportive and of course, so are the friends. love all of you for that.

but i think i'm frothing at the brain. and even though singapore may not have the "toughest" education system. it is indeed : MERCILESS. it's all a blur. i mean, for me.

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o yep, i'll wait until the exams are over. and then the ever-so nerve-wrecking speech thing which i'm DREADING. yeah, after that, whatever the results are, i'm using that one month break to scream.