Wednesday, April 19, 2006
" Can you give me a capital 'B'? ; 2:15 PM "
Hello...
Okay, life really has a morgue and silent creepy way of telling you that you're so going to rush into dead end moments.I don't want to experience it again - ever again but I'm just telling you right now what happened. I hate having to face the facts that exams are coming because they just don't rock. The awful thing that I had to experience was that sudden panic attack that I'm going to die one day. I think I'm going crazy, but haha, I think it's clear that I'm now officially afraid of death. You should pity me you know because they say that you don't know how to live life - enjoy life until you know how to accept death. Ahhh!!!
Anyway, I do not want to be cremated when I die. I just don't know why. But I also don't want to buried. What will happen to me? Okay, I hopefully have another solid 70 years to think about that.
Haha you know this was my first panic "attack". It's seriously not an attack. I'm exaggerating. It's just an eery feeling.
Kays, got tamil class. Buai.
xoxox