Monday, January 16, 2006
" freefall - please, back it up with two packets of sleep ; 10:08 PM "
So it's a monday, yeah?
It's funny how I lose track of time so fast. I wish that saturdays and sundays lasted forever. And usually I crank up so bad on Sunday nights that I scare myself. Today, I got very emotional and texted Ms. Wang. How I miss her! It's one thing to miss OEPS, and one thing to miss your teacher, especially if she's not in school anymore. Well, I wish her all the best! Go Miss Wang!
Well, it's funny to think about how I used to dread school last year and how I couldn't wait for secondary school. And now - well, it's sort of a freefall course. Like you want to direct yourself but you can't really. It's out of my control, kind of like that. But anyway, cheers and kudos to those who like secondary school. Maybe it's withdrawal. Like in primary school primary sixes were the "seniors" so we kind of got to feel superior. Now, we're nitwits to the upper secondary. Ahaha, so funny to even think about it.
Been lacking on food supply lately. Haven't eat because of worrying so much. I really hate my worry-or-die attitude. So far, I've nibbled on a chocolate and have eaten on bean sprout the whole day. I'm so pathetic. Yesterday, I had milo and then a jelly and I was so stressed about my incomplete lantern I just emotionised like a dodo.
I hate Mondays I tell you.
I hate Thursdays too.
I'm so happy about tomorrow's timetable. NO maths. NO science. NO...um...whatever.
Decided to ring up Lip Loon today. I don't know why, but I did so anyway. He was too malu to talk on the phone about his issues so he smsed me. Issues...right...compared to my totally withdrawing feeling, his "fight" with somene is like...everyday happenings.
I want to go back to school soon...but I'm just hesitant. It's going to be tough going back and then you know, facing the reality of Ms. Wang's absence. It's tough tough tough.
Well, I'd still love to see Mdm Rosliza and Mrs Joseph. :)
I need a few packets of sleep siah. I'm so lost. I need another weekend to get back on track. Ugh, fuckcucuffkcuck.
Anyway, expecting some positives and negatives of this week and waiting anxiously for a new weekend to begin! Muacks!!
xoxox
It's funny how I lose track of time so fast. I wish that saturdays and sundays lasted forever. And usually I crank up so bad on Sunday nights that I scare myself. Today, I got very emotional and texted Ms. Wang. How I miss her! It's one thing to miss OEPS, and one thing to miss your teacher, especially if she's not in school anymore. Well, I wish her all the best! Go Miss Wang!
Well, it's funny to think about how I used to dread school last year and how I couldn't wait for secondary school. And now - well, it's sort of a freefall course. Like you want to direct yourself but you can't really. It's out of my control, kind of like that. But anyway, cheers and kudos to those who like secondary school. Maybe it's withdrawal. Like in primary school primary sixes were the "seniors" so we kind of got to feel superior. Now, we're nitwits to the upper secondary. Ahaha, so funny to even think about it.
Been lacking on food supply lately. Haven't eat because of worrying so much. I really hate my worry-or-die attitude. So far, I've nibbled on a chocolate and have eaten on bean sprout the whole day. I'm so pathetic. Yesterday, I had milo and then a jelly and I was so stressed about my incomplete lantern I just emotionised like a dodo.
I hate Mondays I tell you.
I hate Thursdays too.
I'm so happy about tomorrow's timetable. NO maths. NO science. NO...um...whatever.
Decided to ring up Lip Loon today. I don't know why, but I did so anyway. He was too malu to talk on the phone about his issues so he smsed me. Issues...right...compared to my totally withdrawing feeling, his "fight" with somene is like...everyday happenings.
I want to go back to school soon...but I'm just hesitant. It's going to be tough going back and then you know, facing the reality of Ms. Wang's absence. It's tough tough tough.
Well, I'd still love to see Mdm Rosliza and Mrs Joseph. :)
I need a few packets of sleep siah. I'm so lost. I need another weekend to get back on track. Ugh, fuckcucuffkcuck.
Anyway, expecting some positives and negatives of this week and waiting anxiously for a new weekend to begin! Muacks!!
xoxox