Thursday, July 14, 2005
" Learning Racial Harmonless ; 7:32 PM "
I'm scared.
I feel so scared.
Someone save me.
I can't face racial harmony. This is our last racial harmony. Our last..everything. Not that I want the whole world to know this, but I'm just sad. I just want to make sure that everything is fine
and everything will me memoriable. I wish and pray that this coming monday will stay in my heart even if it sucks.
I don't have anything to wear. When I rummaged through my closet, I came across a few old teddies and a trunk. Inside there was my old jeans and stuff that my mother was actually planning to donate to the tsunami aid people. Then I just k-po and look through, only to find my last year's racial harmony outfit. That dull black punjabi suit. I don't have any traditional indian outfits to wear. I gave them to Natasha when I went to India so now..I'm a bit scared. I'll need something for the Mother Tongue Day concert thingy. I'm the emcee. Afiqah and Serene are going to exchange..you know, Afiqah wears the Cheong Sam and then Serene the Baju Kurong. I felt kinda misplaced..you know..I'll still be wearing my suit. Only if I really had one! *sweats tensely*
I felt hurt today..I have to be honest. Well, I said..
"I sit with you kayz?" to zelia..and well, she said she'd sit with either Daphne our HuiShan. I didn't say anything. I don't want to intrude and be all hussy fussy..you know..I'll let her do her stuff. But I was hurt. Feel so unwanted. But I know I have some friends..zelia is still my friend..:) but I think sometimes, or everytime, she probably wants to be with Daphne.
I've planned big. I'm going to get my hammie. Going to name it Sprinkles. I'm getting a winterwhite like Selynna's..but I'm hoping to get a different TYPE of winterwhite. :) I'm anxious..and excited. I'm soooooo nervous..heehaa
On Saturday, I've planned to go to Hema's house and insert my sims 2 cd there.
Her computer is so new, and her graphics card is working so I'm extrememememememeemely happy. I'll create so many people and play until my eyes pop out. :D
Right now, I'm munching on Fish Kropok and sipping on Ginger Beerzzz. Lol, wish I was drunk..NOT. Lolz..hmm, I'm going to think up some new theory for my story so that I can carry on better..Emerie is still confused siah!
I CAN HEAR MY MOTHER VOMITTING! WAIT KAYZ?? I GO CHECK!
Checked..ya..she did vomit but she says she's okay..*worried*
Well, anyway, c you soon..
I feel so scared.
Someone save me.
I can't face racial harmony. This is our last racial harmony. Our last..everything. Not that I want the whole world to know this, but I'm just sad. I just want to make sure that everything is fine
and everything will me memoriable. I wish and pray that this coming monday will stay in my heart even if it sucks.
I don't have anything to wear. When I rummaged through my closet, I came across a few old teddies and a trunk. Inside there was my old jeans and stuff that my mother was actually planning to donate to the tsunami aid people. Then I just k-po and look through, only to find my last year's racial harmony outfit. That dull black punjabi suit. I don't have any traditional indian outfits to wear. I gave them to Natasha when I went to India so now..I'm a bit scared. I'll need something for the Mother Tongue Day concert thingy. I'm the emcee. Afiqah and Serene are going to exchange..you know, Afiqah wears the Cheong Sam and then Serene the Baju Kurong. I felt kinda misplaced..you know..I'll still be wearing my suit. Only if I really had one! *sweats tensely*
I felt hurt today..I have to be honest. Well, I said..
"I sit with you kayz?" to zelia..and well, she said she'd sit with either Daphne our HuiShan. I didn't say anything. I don't want to intrude and be all hussy fussy..you know..I'll let her do her stuff. But I was hurt. Feel so unwanted. But I know I have some friends..zelia is still my friend..:) but I think sometimes, or everytime, she probably wants to be with Daphne.
I've planned big. I'm going to get my hammie. Going to name it Sprinkles. I'm getting a winterwhite like Selynna's..but I'm hoping to get a different TYPE of winterwhite. :) I'm anxious..and excited. I'm soooooo nervous..heehaa
On Saturday, I've planned to go to Hema's house and insert my sims 2 cd there.
Her computer is so new, and her graphics card is working so I'm extrememememememeemely happy. I'll create so many people and play until my eyes pop out. :D
Right now, I'm munching on Fish Kropok and sipping on Ginger Beerzzz. Lol, wish I was drunk..NOT. Lolz..hmm, I'm going to think up some new theory for my story so that I can carry on better..Emerie is still confused siah!
I CAN HEAR MY MOTHER VOMITTING! WAIT KAYZ?? I GO CHECK!
Checked..ya..she did vomit but she says she's okay..*worried*
Well, anyway, c you soon..