Friday, June 03, 2005
" Learning to set my priorities straight ; 2:05 PM "
And um-uh-ohh!
I haven't set my priorities straight.
Maybe this week was a trial?
Who knows..sometimes, facts don't give free reality checks!
Sometimes, well, you gotta face facts when you learn them.
I'm growing further apart from my mother, sister and brother.
Thank god, my father's fine.
At least I have one person I can confide in, you know?
As I said, sometimes being the only
child brings pleasure.
I truly don't mind being the only child
haha! Since it's already that way, eh?
My two siblings are adults and I'm still a tween.
I don't mind.
I'll grow up, not glued to my family.
I'll confide in my blog, and my friends.
Well, not say all my friends are there for me.
And sometimes, when you truly think that person is your enemy,
that person can be the best one to talk to.
Even though you've fought.
Even though you've cried.
That person may be the best to confide in.
And sometimes, the closest..can hurt you.
Well now, it's the greatest time to think well.
And you know, to forget all the shit you've been worrying about.
In my case, term 1 & 2 had been about
boys..
and certain um-true(?) friends.
It's stupid! Haha, when those are things you can't get
you chase them like crazy.
But when decent marks and a good name in class is
what you CAN get, you throw that
away for the things
that are beyond reach!
I was stupid.
Not say, I'm a pundit now.
I'm still me.
But maayyybbbe..
a bit more mature?
I mean, I think I've set some of my priorities straight.
But maybe..
I'll learn more.
From experience, that is the best.
So, till now, for some of them
who've been there for me, thank you.
But I'll have to say, I'm not a boy magnet(DUH) neither am I
a friend magnet.
I'm just me.
And well, I'm trying to be a better me.
Because, that's about all I can do.
I can't change for anybody,
I just can't.
Because, it's impossible.
I'll just be trying too hard and I'll make more of a fool than I already am.
I just hope the real me, can get true friends,
and the real me..
can set my priorities straight
to do well in PSLE..
I hope.
:)
I haven't set my priorities straight.
Maybe this week was a trial?
Who knows..sometimes, facts don't give free reality checks!
Sometimes, well, you gotta face facts when you learn them.
I'm growing further apart from my mother, sister and brother.
Thank god, my father's fine.
At least I have one person I can confide in, you know?
As I said, sometimes being the only
child brings pleasure.
I truly don't mind being the only child
haha! Since it's already that way, eh?
My two siblings are adults and I'm still a tween.
I don't mind.
I'll grow up, not glued to my family.
I'll confide in my blog, and my friends.
Well, not say all my friends are there for me.
And sometimes, when you truly think that person is your enemy,
that person can be the best one to talk to.
Even though you've fought.
Even though you've cried.
That person may be the best to confide in.
And sometimes, the closest..can hurt you.
Well now, it's the greatest time to think well.
And you know, to forget all the shit you've been worrying about.
In my case, term 1 & 2 had been about
boys..
and certain um-true(?) friends.
It's stupid! Haha, when those are things you can't get
you chase them like crazy.
But when decent marks and a good name in class is
what you CAN get, you throw that
away for the things
that are beyond reach!
I was stupid.
Not say, I'm a pundit now.
I'm still me.
But maayyybbbe..
a bit more mature?
I mean, I think I've set some of my priorities straight.
But maybe..
I'll learn more.
From experience, that is the best.
So, till now, for some of them
who've been there for me, thank you.
But I'll have to say, I'm not a boy magnet(DUH) neither am I
a friend magnet.
I'm just me.
And well, I'm trying to be a better me.
Because, that's about all I can do.
I can't change for anybody,
I just can't.
Because, it's impossible.
I'll just be trying too hard and I'll make more of a fool than I already am.
I just hope the real me, can get true friends,
and the real me..
can set my priorities straight
to do well in PSLE..
I hope.
:)