Saturday, April 02, 2005
" Learning school life ; 10:19 PM "
Hi. I've decided to make a fairly long post before I go to sleep and then nod off to dream world. I've been thinking, I don't exactly have the greatest time in school. D-uh! Why would Maya Menon, a average student who can't do sports for nuts, have a smooth primary school life. Ugh. I can't imagine my life being smooth and perfect and with me having perfect hair and a perfect smile having boys drooling over me and praying for my love. Um-NOPE. Nothing like that.
I've had soo many crushes with all of them turning me down. My hair is rebellious! I can't stick maths or science or tamil and come to think of it.......what's happening to my english?! Aaaaaaaaaaaaah. Someone save me! Okay, shut up. I love you, I hate you. Please love me..or hate me. What the heck can I get right? I can't. I'm so confused. No..Yes! I am! Ihatemyself Iwantyou Ihateyou Iwantme. What do I want? I don't even know!! I'm swimming in questions and I'm going to pass out if I don't watch out. And then, I'm going to cry and then sleep and then go on with my life who BIATCHES like you know who just hate.
Okay, er-I want to sleep. I don't want to embarass myself. And, erm-yeah, I said..Fairly long post. Deal with it. Bb.
I've had soo many crushes with all of them turning me down. My hair is rebellious! I can't stick maths or science or tamil and come to think of it.......what's happening to my english?! Aaaaaaaaaaaaah. Someone save me! Okay, shut up. I love you, I hate you. Please love me..or hate me. What the heck can I get right? I can't. I'm so confused. No..Yes! I am! Ihatemyself Iwantyou Ihateyou Iwantme. What do I want? I don't even know!! I'm swimming in questions and I'm going to pass out if I don't watch out. And then, I'm going to cry and then sleep and then go on with my life who BIATCHES like you know who just hate.
Okay, er-I want to sleep. I don't want to embarass myself. And, erm-yeah, I said..Fairly long post. Deal with it. Bb.