Wednesday, March 16, 2005
" The youngest in the tree ; 3:27 PM "
I don't understand why my family just seems darn dysfunctional. You see? This is like the second time I'm posting today. I've got no other shit to indulge myself in. Yeah, so, my family just plays by it's own boring rules. My sister is like one of the short-tempered scream-heads and I get so pissed of with that. I'm the youngest. After a twenty-eight year old whats-it and a twenty-one year old who is so darn unreasonable and rude most of the time. The unnoticed youngest gets so many meoldramatic lectures on how I'm the pipsqueak in the house, yada yada. Oh how I'd love to stuff a cork up your ass, person. And now..I'm making this solemn vow. I'm not going to be forced to go anywhere. I'm not going to turn up for all the *joyous* gatherings my aunty has every now and then. No thanks. I'm going to be like the 28 yr old and the 21 yr old. I'm going to say that I'm busy even when I'm not and I'm not going to be so leniant as in to give in. I needn't please relatives and get a name as a suck-up. One last sentence about this: "I don't give a damn about the outside world anymore." Done.
Hmm, I haven't finished all my stupid holiday homework. Whatever. I'm in no mood to do Mdm. Rosliza's homework. Tons of math problem sums. They are so not tough. Just that, maybe I've got better things to do nowadays rather than finishing all my meaningless homework and crying over lost friendships. Shitty, I know. Is compulsive blogging, bad? Oh damn it..it is? Or isn't it? Blah. Whatever, I can't think of why I'm blogging about every single thought that is running through my so-called *warped* head. Let's change the topic. Oh yeah, I've been a nosey twit and I've been going through so many people's blogs. Don't know why. It gives me some kind of pleasure. Haha. I've even read stranger's blogs. So dumb, I know. But, it's damn fun siah. You know, you get to read somethingn about someone you don't even know. It's like reading a cool autobiography. But still, you'll only enjoy it if the person writes interesting stuff. I e-mailed a very touching letter to the head-mistress and now, I think it's all turned out to be a mistake. Because..she hasn't repied. Oh shit! I don't know. Nevermind, I'm leaving Primary School and all it's shit soon anyway. Oh well, I'm going to go now, peeps. Buhbye.
Hmm, I haven't finished all my stupid holiday homework. Whatever. I'm in no mood to do Mdm. Rosliza's homework. Tons of math problem sums. They are so not tough. Just that, maybe I've got better things to do nowadays rather than finishing all my meaningless homework and crying over lost friendships. Shitty, I know. Is compulsive blogging, bad? Oh damn it..it is? Or isn't it? Blah. Whatever, I can't think of why I'm blogging about every single thought that is running through my so-called *warped* head. Let's change the topic. Oh yeah, I've been a nosey twit and I've been going through so many people's blogs. Don't know why. It gives me some kind of pleasure. Haha. I've even read stranger's blogs. So dumb, I know. But, it's damn fun siah. You know, you get to read somethingn about someone you don't even know. It's like reading a cool autobiography. But still, you'll only enjoy it if the person writes interesting stuff. I e-mailed a very touching letter to the head-mistress and now, I think it's all turned out to be a mistake. Because..she hasn't repied. Oh shit! I don't know. Nevermind, I'm leaving Primary School and all it's shit soon anyway. Oh well, I'm going to go now, peeps. Buhbye.